Family Hatrid.

3.08.2011

Is it possible to have a good day at both university and at home? Because right now it seems impossible! My second week back at university has seen me be ignored by friends, isolated in my classes and the challenges of my courses have added to my severe self esteem issues. And then most days I come home, all is well. I'll cook, clean and do just about anything to help the family out and be involved in their gatherings. It seemed to be working but it was only until I do something wrong like cook the wrong meal or delay putting a dish away. Well fuck you!
Today however university was amazing. I followed the work, I spent a lovely day with friends and left early. Although I had an amazing day, it appears that I can't enjoy a lovely evening with the family as well. I arrived at home to find a sink filled, covered and surrounded by dirty dishes, the lounge room was trashed with pillows and blankets and the dining table covered in bills and various important letters. Really...? I was out working on getting an education all day whilst my brother's court case was ajourned once again; Meaning he was at home, all day, sitting in this filth and didn't bother to clean it. Ladies, let the record show men don't clean because they think of it more suited to women. Yeah, equality has travelled to the workplace, but in the household we're still maids. Neverthe less I tidied the lounge room and made a lunch for myself. I took some time to rest, but apparently there's no time for me to have a rest.